I've sort of been following ur reading of the bible and must say that I find ur view honest and refreshing. Christians out there might not agree, but keep it up. I grew up in a strict "christian" religion and there's no tolerance or acceptance in it, which in my opinion is hypocritical in and of itself. Most of the people preaching at ur door should really be focusing on their own morality than worrying about that of others. They are quick to judge and cast out what they don't approve of or agree with. As you've been reading. But the bible is a good book so enjoy the read!